Between Silence and Words

For Nivi

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Between Silence & Words

Reflection

"Between what is said, and what is meant, the truth is often lost."

Mera intention tumhe kabhi hurt karne ya tumhari kamiyan nikalne ka nahi tha. I have always valued you, admired you, aur dusron ke saamne hamesha tumhare baare mein flex kiya hai. Mujhe bas itna lagta hai ki jo bond aur intimacy humne share ki, wo kam se kam ek aakhri, mature aamne-saamne ki conversation deserve karti thi. Misunderstandings baaton se sulajhti hain, silence se nahi.

Kuch meri galtiyan thi, aur shayad kuch aisi baatein jo hum dono theek se samajh nahi paaye. Galtiyan theek ki ja sakti hain, par jo baatein bina kahe dilon mein reh jaati hain, wo aksar rishte barbaad kar deti hain.

Aise achanak sab chhod kar silence mein chale jana mere liye samajhna sach mein bohot mushkil tha. Kaash hum ek baar baith kar baat kar paate ki tumhe kahan bura laga ya mere kin patterns ne tumhe hurt kiya. Kyunki agar mujhe us waqt ehsaas hi nahi hua, toh mera irada kabhi tumhe dukh pahunchane ka nahi tha.

Akele baith kar saari memories se guzarna, aur akele hi har ek galti ko over-analyze karna waqayi bohot takleef deta hai. Kaash hum is problem ko akele nahi, saath milkar solve kar paate.

Par agar tumhara tareeqa bina baat kiye door jane ka hai, toh main tumhari us boundary ki respect karunga, aur apni taraf se is over-analysis ko yahin rokne ki poori koshish karunga.

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