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Status: Missing & Waiting for you! 🥺

Heartbeat: Beating only for you Mote 💓

Madam Ji ka Gussa: High (Valid) ⚠️

I am genuinely sorry - shuru se jitni bhi galti ki, sabke liye (ye sirf uss din ki baat nhi h). Sorry for taking things for granted, for my childish behaviour, for hurting u, for making u feel this way. I Messed Up. I see how this makes you feel. I understand you must have felt exhausted trying again and again.

Aisa bilkul nhi tha ki maine tumhare efforts notice nhi kiya. wo tumhara Har haal mein time nikalna, tumhara chutti leke jaldi aana, duty ke baad exhaustion mein bhi milne aana, aur wo heels... pair dard kar rhe the fir bhi tumne unhe pehna tha usss din. aur bhi kai saare cheezen...

Every single effort was valuable to me. You are my biggest Flex. 

I also lacked efforts on my side, but I really wanted to do many things. Even for v-day I had a few things planned, i was planning to celebrate the whole V-Day week in one day coz we havent met most days, which I thought to delay to day u are free from office work and come to the flat.

Main bahot kuch karna chahta tha, jo 'baad' ke liye taalta raha... aur ab sirf regret reh gaya hai.

Also Mujhe tum mein kabhi koi kami nahi dikhi. Tum mere liye hamesha perfect thi, from day one. Main compliment aur reassurance kam deta tha. Admire karta tha, par bolta nahi tha. Uski jagah mazaak, teasing, aur unnecessary comments kar deta tha, shayad isliye tumhe laga ki main tumhe accept nahi karta. Woh meri immaturity thi.

Tumne mujhe kabhi “undervalued” feel nahi karaya. Par shayad maine tumhe karaya. Aur agar aisa hua, toh woh meri galti hai. Feel karta tha, par express nahi kar paaya. Woh meri expression ki kami thi - mere dil ki nahi.

aur ek baat - Apas ka mazaak alag hota hai, par duniya aur family ke saamne main kabhi tumhe neecha feel nahi karunga. Wahan main hamesha tumhare saath khada rahunga in any situation against any one.

Meri ye galtiyan, tumhara disappointment aur gussa accumulate hote gaye... aur baat yahan tak pahunch gayi. But I want to use this to build a stronger base for us, instead of giving up.

I failed to do what I was supposed to do, what I should have done, and what I could have done to make u feel loved. I am really sorry for all that.

And Thank u for taking so much care of me. Thank u for existing in my life, Thank u for loving me so much 💕💕. I will always be grateful for the way you loved and cared for me.

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The more I saw you, the more we met, the more I fell in Love. It has been increasing exponentially ever since. 📈❤️.

Vo pahli baar jab Hanumant Dham mein mile the tab se, I've been in love with you. I fell slowly, but hard. Aur ab aasan nhi h isse bhul jana. I may not be expressive, but I feel very deeply.

Iss rishte ko aise khatam na karo. Hamari kahani yahan, is weird note pe khatam nhi ho sakti. Humara 'The End' bahot beautiful hoga. An ending worth living for. Vaise bhi Life bahot hi choti aur unpredictable h.

My intentions were always pure, and I will strictly work on my actions and Impact. I'll improve me, for us. I promise.

Abhi Aur bhi galiyan hain saath chalne ke liye, aur bhi baatein hain karne ke liye, aur bhi safar h jahan tumhe meri bahon mein sona h.

Aur bhi jagah h, jahan ka roll, panipuri aur samosa saath mein khana h, saath mein sprite ke nashe mein kai ratein guzarni h, aur bhi chur chur naan aur chole khane h

Aur bhi der tak Hug karna h, tumhari wo cute 'Oui-Oui' sunni h, movies h saath mein dekhne ke liye.

Aur bhi sapne h saath mein jeene ke liye, Aur bhi problems h saath ladne ke liye, Aur bhi zindagi h saath badhne ke liye.

Ye AUR BHI kabhi khatam nhi hoga. 

Kyonki tumhare saath bitaya har pal, khubsurat tha. Aur ab tumhare bina, har pal sadiyon ki tarah beet raha h. Jaise maine apni body ka koi necessary part kho diya ho. Tum Chai se bhi jyada zaroori ho gayi ho mere liye. ☕❤️

Ek chance? ❤️ It will be worth it!

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